haha. got in my first accident the other day in gainesville. 
fender bender, you know? 
i totally wasen't expecting it until my head thudded against the head rest. 

ha, it wasen't bad but everytime i see a damn allstate commercial i feel bad. 

haha.

Current Mood: happy

i hate being sick.

Current Mood: sick

Cowards die many times before their deaths;
The valiant never taste of death but once. 
                                        The Tragedy of Julius Ceasar


Simply to endure is to triumph.
                                       Sold

Current Music: heal over

emie and i went to the boys soccer game and it was probably the best fun ever. i love the soccer games, i'm looking forward to the entire season. cheering for quinsten, wintin, darby marly, greggie, austin from boston, and lo lo. hahah. c:

cross-country season officially ended 2 weeks ago. sadly no regionals for us. oh, well track is next. 

once again i was crying at the bucs game. i think the reason i get so emotional at sporting events is the idea that through different opinions and ideas of the world people can still come together at something as simple as a football game. every cheer i just want to ball my eyes out. i think it's so amazing that as people who are so different can still look at the person sitting next to them as their fellow human.

her arms have been going numb again. it's so hard to watch someone you love be in such a slow killing pain.

i mss danny so much. i would relive every second of that trip if i could. the good and the bad. i guess i never really talked about it. i'll do that sometime when i have the time. uhhhh. i want to go back so badly though. too bad i don't have $11,000 fucking dollars. i envy everything that have over there.

i've made my "to go" list:
greece-santorini- in general
brazil- rio- christ the redeemer and the open air markets
russia- st. petersburg, moscow- lenin's body
really see france
denmark- copenhagen- the little mermaid
qatar- beautiful!
south africa- the jumping sharks!
chile- easter island
australia- in general
panama- panama canal
suriname- in general
bosnia and herzegovina- wow what can i say
cuba-maybe when fidel dies
fiji- the water haha.
italy- how was venice bulit on water?
jordan- P E T R A
morocco- i was SO close!
back to portugal!
new zealand- why not!
rwanda- wow.
fuck it. i want to go everywhere. see everything. 

really live. 

do not fear death, fear the un-lived life.

Current Mood: ready

 Oh yeah. and i have a burn on my neck that looks like a fuckin hickey.

at the moment:
i have a big ass cut on my nose form liz and that marker fight
like the ends of my hair, my brain is going to be fried after i take the psat tomorrow 
i drink entirely too much water. it's annoying i've got to pee all the time
i need some money$$$$$ i'm tired of my wardrobe
fuck science fair projects
 

Current Mood: whatever
Current Music: whatever the fuck that song is

Is this the way a toy feels when it's batteries run dry

Current Mood: depressed

i don't seem to feel anymore.

Current Music: heal over